Sunday, August 5, 2012

Let Freedom Ring Day 4


Let Freedom Ring Day 4
***THIS STORY CONTAINS SEXUALLY EXPICIT CONTENT***

Tuesday - 3 July 2012
After waking up and taking a shower together, they made a brunch of grilled cheese with tomato sandwiches and chips and ate out on the terrace. Deacon had a long leash he attached to Winchester’s collar, which Nick had gotten a huge kick out of, and tied it around a chair leg so he could join them. It was long enough that he had plenty of room to wander around and explore, but not enough that he could jump up on a ledge and injure himself.

When they were done eating they stretched out to relax on side by side lounge chairs. The arm rests folded back, and Deuce moving the small table that usually resided between the two so he and Nick could lie as close as possible. They were sipping on fresh brewed sweet tea that D had made, chit chatting as they laughed at Winchester’s antics, watching while he hunted the endless bugs available to him. Nick had to admit, although he was normally a dog person, the little guy was pretty damn cute.

They decided to just relax, enjoying the weather and each other, and just see where the day took them. Maybe they’d go out to eat, maybe they’d just order in and chill out in front of the TV, they’d play it by ear. Whatever they ended up doing didn’t really matter because they were together.

Deuce was telling Nick about a cousin of a friend who had hit the lottery and was contemplating all of the things he’d do with his money he asked Nick what he would do.

“I'll I want is you.” Nick smiled. “I don’t need anything else.”

 Deuce smirked, “I don’t know, I'm pretty expensive.”

“You're priceless.” Nick winked and set his glass down on the table next to him, hanging his condensation wet fingers down for Win to lick them.

“You're getting awful sappy there, Nick O’Flaherty.” Deacon teased, giving him a warm smile.

“Ugh!” Nick slapped a palm to his face, “I know...I can't seem to help it.” And damnit, he couldn’t. When it came to Deacon, and Nick’s overwhelming feelings for him, he just seemed to have no control over his thoughts or his words anymore.

“It's cute!” Deuce laughed.

“Don't make me blush. The kitten is watching.” Nick smiled and shook his head as he removed his hand. It was embarrassing really, but he was glad D didn’t mind, another reason he felt so close to the man. Nick couldn’t imagine opening up like this to anyone else but him.

“He's always watching.” D looked down to the bottom of his chaise where Win had hopped up with a half dead fly that he began to bat around.

“Oh God,” Nick groaned, imagining the things the cat had witnessed the last few days, “We've corrupted his virgin eyes!”

“I think I did that the first couple days I had him home...” D trailed off, his eyes still on the torture occurring near his feet.

Nick scrunched up his nose. “Ew.” The thought of Deacon being intimate with anyone else turned his stomach. Deuce glanced at him and gave a little shrug causing Nick to let out a sigh, “I don't like this part.”

“I can't just never mention her.” D said, turning a little to face him, “I can try, but I can't promise that it won't slip out.”

“No, no, it's ok. I meant...” Nick struggled to put into words what he’d meant. She’d been a big part of D’s life for the past two years, of course she’d come up from time to time, but damn it made Nick feel sick even though he knew it was ridiculous. It was the only part of being in love that Nick didn’t take to. “I hate when I feel like this...that jealousy. It's annoying.”

“Come here...” D smiled, pushing his sunglasses onto the top of his head as he turned on his side and reached for Nick. Nick turned on his side to face Deacon and slid closer so they were only a few inches apart. “I picked you,” D continued, “Never forget that.” He leaned forward and gave Nick a tender kiss.

“I know, baby but…” Nick rested their foreheads together, “I'm afraid of losing you, and I hate this…this vulnerable feeling, because I've never felt that before. I'm usually not scared of shit.” He laughed a little.

D wrapped his arm around Nick and pulled him forward as he scooted closer himself, “Not going anywhere, promise.”

“You can't know that. You can't know... I could lose you in so many ways.” Nick shook his head. Ever since he and D had confessed their feelings and decided to give it a go he’d been so happy, too happy, and he kept waiting for the other shoe to drop. It just didn’t seem possible that he could be this happy for the rest of his life without disaster striking.

“I don't plan on going anywhere.” D assured him with a tender smile as he brought his hand up to run his fingers through Nick’s hair, “I'm young, healthy and completely in love.” He gave Nick another soft kiss, this time lingering.

Nick returned the kiss then smiled against his lips, “And I sound like a pussy...sorry.”

“It's okay, “D smiled, “I know all this is new to you.”

Nick hummed his agreement and nodded, “New. Exciting. Scary as fuck.” He laughed. “We're good, though…as long as we're always honest with each other, yeah?” Because if Deacon did decide he missed women, or just lost that lovin’ feeling for Nick, he’d rather hear it from him than have them just grow apart or have D fool around behind his back.

“Yeah.” Deacon agreed with a warm smile, “No secrets or lies between us.”

“So...” Nick decided now was as good a time as any to bring up a question he’d been wandering since the first time they’d kissed, “let me ask you something?”

“Ask me anything, baby.”  Deacon leaned his head to the side and rested it against the cushion.

Nick was momentarily caught up by the way the sunlight glinted off Deacon’s hazel eyes making them look lighter, the gold flecks bright in a warm green. Nick never thought he’d use the word beautiful to describe a man, but D kept proving him wrong again and again. Deacon was truly beautiful, the definition of actually. Nick smoothed his index finger over one of D’s thick brows, “God you're gorgeous...”

Deuce smiled as he pulled him into a kiss, “That's not a question.”

“You distracted me.” Nick smiled back, “Ok the question is...” He raised his brows, “How many dudes did you kiss while drunk?”

Deuce groaned softly, leaning his head forward against Nick's shoulder, “Um...Three? But this one guy I kissed more than once.” He peered up at Nick with a sheepish grin, his cheeks colored a soft pink.

“Oh yeah?” Nick cupped his face and ran his thumb over D’s warm cheek,”Now you're blushing for a change…you’re right, it is cute.” He smirked, “So you liked him?”

Deuce shrugged a little, “I dunno, Nick. I was 22 and we kept showing up at the same parties. We always managed to end up making out in the corner. I was always drunk as hell.”

“Do you keep in touch?” and there was that stupid jealousy again. Over something that happened fifteen years ago, O’Flaherty? Get a grip. Nick chastised himself

“Not really, no.” Deacon answered with a knowing look.

“I'll need his name and the state where he lives.” Nick made light of the jealousy he knew D recognized in him.

“Uh-huh,” Deacon chuckled.

“Ok...your turn.” Nick adjusted his position to make his bad shoulder more comfortable, “Wanna ask me anything?”

“Jackson...and California.” D grinned when he saw the confusion on Nick’s face, “Want to go to a wedding with me?”

“Ah...yeah. Yeah ok.” Not what Nick was expecting D to ask, but the question definitely could have been worse, “Like...as your date?”

“Yeah.” D answered, the of course evident in his voice, “Gotta wear something sexy!”

“Under the clothes?” Nick wiggled his eyebrows, “Like a jockstrap and nipple clamps or something?”

“Well, the wedding is in California...” Deacon winked.

“So, the weddings in Cali and the guy that's getting married is named Jackson?” Nick asked, trying to clarify.

“Nah, I don't see Jackson settling down. Josh and Amy are getting married.” D explained, “but Jackson will probably be there.”

“Who’s Jackson than...” as soon as the question was out of his mouth it clicked for Nick, “Oh! Your collage boyfriend?!”

Deuce laughed, “My make out buddy, you mean.”

“Hmmm,” Nick sat up a little and rubbed his palms together, “I get to scope out the competition...see what your type is.”

D laughed and shook his head, “He had it so bad for me... I didn't find out until afterwards, though.”

“Wait...he still does?”

“Yeah...” D sighed quietly, “Josh said he asks about me all of the time.”

“ You said he's gonna be at this wedding, yeah?” Nick asked. D nodded and Nick couldn’t help but tease, “Oh, I'm increasing my weights at the gym...how much time do I have? When's the wedding?”

Deuce laughed, “You're fucking gorgeous, baby! And it's in a few weeks... all you need is your sexy self.”

“No, I definitely need to get a suit tailored...or is it black tie?” Deacon may not have kissed this dude in a long while, but Nick was going to make damn sure he looked his best when he met this torch carrying fucker.

“Mmm, God,” Deacon’s eyes shown seductively, “I want to see you in a suit.”

“I do rock a suit.” Nick grinned.

“Or…” D hedged, “You could wear your dress blues.”

“I could if you wanted,” Nick nodded. “Whatever you want.”

“You may not stay in either very long once I lay my eyes on you, “Deacon licked his full lips with a smile.

“Not a problem. I'd rather have you well fucked when you run into whatshisname.” Nick agreed, liking the idea of Nick still feeling D on him when the encounter happened.

“You don't have to worry about that guy.” Deacon reassured him, “You're the only boyfriend I've ever had... and the only one I want.” He brought their lips together for a kiss.

“Mmmm…” Nick smiled against his lips, “You called me your boyfriend.”

“What else would I call you, hmm?” Deacon smiled and kissed him again.

Nick leaned into Deuce, deepening the kisses for awhile, enjoying how well they did this, how damn good it always felt. When their lips finally parted he had to tease some more, “Does this mean I get to wear your letterman jacket, quarterback.”

“Want to wear my class ring too?” Deacon smiled as his eyes traveling Nick’s face affectionately, his fingers again playing with Nick’s hair.

Nick nodded, the thumb of the hand resting on Deacon’s hip finding its way under the hem of D’s shirt to stroke his skin, “Only if you take me to prom. Maybe you'll get lucky.”

“I'll be a perfect gentleman.” Deacon laughed, “In all seriousness, I have the ring in the bedroom... but the jacket is back home.”

“Maybe I'll wear the ring to the wedding.” Nick joked, and then continued, “So this Jack and Diane...or whatever, you know them from college too?”

“I'll tattoo their names to my forehead so that you don't forget.” D laughed, “And yeah, we all graduated together.”

“So when you respond...I mean...are we just gonna show up and it'll be like ‘Surprise I like dick?’, or are you warning them? Just so I’m prepared.”

“I need to call them...“ Deuce furrowed his brow for a moment as his hand slipped from Nick’s hair to rest on his chest, “let them know I’m bringing a date.”

Nick cleared his throat, “I could hang at the hotel...I don't want you to feel like you have to.”

Deacon looked him in the eye, “I want you there, Nick.”

“Ok,” Nick grinned goofily, it was the answer he wanted of course, but he never wanted Deacon to feel obligated, like he still had to prove something, “ Just making sure. I want to go with you. I...it makes me feel good that you asked me. So...” Nick’s curiosity was again getting the better of him, “Did you ever kiss the groom?”

“Kissed the bride to be.” D clarified with a twist of his full lips.

“Damn D!” Nick’s eyes widened with faux shock, “And I thought I had a rep. You were the kissing bandit in collage.”

“We dated... briefly.” Deacon tilted his head from side to side with the confession.

“So you're friends with her then?” Nick asked, “Not the groom?”

“Mainly, yeah.” D nodded, “I mean, they've been dating for awhile and I met him through her.”

“And he's cool with you two being friends?” Nick’s brows raised in real surprised. He was just too jealous to understand that. “Bet she still has a thing for you...”

“Nah,” Deacon shook his head.

“Baby.” Nick peered at him through his lashes, “No one could ever kiss those lips and get over you.”

“You mean you can't,” Deacon smiled.
“Never...you're it for me.”

“God, I hope so,” D sighed and pulled Nick into a tight hug.

“No doubt Deacon. No doubt.” Nick kissed the top of his head and squeezed him back, “If I can't have you...” He shook his head “No one else.” He gave Deacon a big smile, “Now give me one of those unforgettable kisses.”

“If you insist...” Deacon gave a long suffering sigh and then smiled before granting Nick’s request.

Nick rolled from his chair, causing Deacon to turn onto his back so Nick could lie on top of him. One of D’s hands slipped under his shirt to caress the skin of Nick’s back while the other went to his hair. Nick gyrated against him and nibbled on his lip, sucking on it before resuming the kiss.

“One track mind...” Deuce laughed softly.

“Look who I'm dating, I can't help it! You're sex on legs, Deacon.” Nick shrugged unapologetically.”Let’s go inside and defile Winchester’s sensibilities some more.”

“My poor scarred kitten!” D laughed, but dislodged Nick so they could get up, obviously liking the suggestion.

Nick stood up and held out his hand, “Let's go boyfriend.”

“I’m digging out the ring,” Deuce said as he took Nick’s hand and stood, giving it a squeeze before releasing it to retrieve the cat, “You can wear that and nothing else while I fuck you.”

Nick wiggled his eyebrows as he followed them inside, “I actually like that idea.”

Deuce didn’t retrieve the ring, but he made due on his promise of fucking Nick none the less. He cuddled against Nick afterwards, resting his head on his chest, “We're perfect.” He sighed happily, his thoughts slipping into words.

“Yes we are.” Nick agreed, “If I wasn't us, I'd be jealous.”

“No being jealous,” Deuce teased, poking gently at Nick’s stomach.

“I mean I'd be jealous of us if I wasn't us...”Nick shook his head, “never mind.”

“I know what you meant, baby, “Deuce stretched up for a kiss, “Just no being jealous of anyone else. You're the one I want.”

“No promises. Can't help it, it just flares up! I wish it didn't…” Nick rubbed at his stomach as if it ached, “makes my stomach hurt. Just love you so much...”

 Deuce tenderly rubbed Nick’s stomach, trailing his fingers over the ridges of muscles, “If I ever met any of your ex's, I'd probably be jealous too.”

“I only have one ex...and nothing to be jealous of. We're still friends, and she's great but I never loved her. Not really.” Nick picked up Deuce’s hand and placed a kiss on his knuckles, “Definitely no were near this.”

“I've been jealous...” Deuce admitted shyly.

“Yeah?” Nick asked, raising his head some to peer down at him with a small smile, “When?”

“More like a whom than a when...” Deuce clarified.

“Well, who then?” Nick asked.

Deuce blushed a bit, hiding his face against Nick's shoulder his voice soft, “Ty…”

“What?” Nick twisted and gently cupped Deuce’s face to make him look at him, “Why? Because I used to be in love with him?”

Deuce nodded his head slightly, “I know how you felt about him... I mean, he told me when you kissed him and told me you were in love with him and...”

“I was confused for a long time, baby. I'm not saying I didn't...love Ty at one time, but...” Nick shook his head, “it was more like a crush that nothing ever happened with. I think the more time that went by, I held onto it because it was comfortable...and I idealized...How can I explain? “He shook his head again, then looked intently at Deuce and gently glided a thumb over D's bottom lip, “With you...once I let myself go? God, Deacon...you're the real deal. You're it. I've never felt like this before. Not even close. I don't even see anyone else now.”

“I knew it was stupid... “Deuce confessed, “knew that you didn't feel that way about him anymore, but I also know how damn important you two are to one another.”

“Forget the fact that we're a lot alike, that we hit it off from day one, and I'm just talking on a best friend level. After what we went through...it builds a bond. Nothing romantic...just...Yeah, Ty's friendship means a lot to me...But it still doesn't hold a candle to what you and I have.” Nick tilted his head to the side and smiled tenderly, “I've shown you sides of me...hell, you've brought out sides of me that no one else has seen or knows about. That I didn't even know about.”

“I know I'm being crazy.” Deuce said, “I just can't help it, you know? But I know the love you have for him and the love you have for me is very different.”

Very different.” Nick’s smile grew before he kissed Deuce, “I kinda dig that you feel jealous too, though. Doesn't make me feel like a complete cave man.” He buried his face in Deuce’s neck and nibbled with a laugh, “MINE, MINE, MINE!”

Deuce laughed softly, “They can pry you out of my cold, dead hands!”

“Oh, yeah.” Nick grinned, “That's right, baby. Get all possessive, mark your territory. I like that.”

Deuce bit his neck playfully, “Mine.”

Nick shivered and laughed, “Fuck yeah, I am! Fo-eva.”

“Even if I have to write my name on your ass.”

“Kinky,” Nick wiggled his brows, “Wanna brand me?”

“If I had a pen on me, I'd write it on you right now.” Deuce teased.

Nick laughed, “You're crazy, and I love you.”

 “Hey, crazy runs in the family.” Deuce grinned.

 “Don’t I know it,” Nick nodded, “cat included.”

“He's not crazy!” Deuce corrected, “He's just a baby.”

“No, he's bat shit, but it’s ok. A little crazy is good. I'm not exactly sane...” Nick furrowed his brows speculatively, “Think that's why the sex is so good?”

“I think the sex is so good ‘cause you're so damn sexy.” Deuce smiled.

You’re so God damn sexy!” Nick clarified “I swear, we can be out somewhere and I just look at you and get a hard on.”

“And whenever we're out,” Deuce said, leaning up on his elbow, “no one can keep their eyes off of you. You're so sexy Nicky.”

“That's not true.” Nick blanched, “Doesn't matter anyway. All that matters is that you always notice me.”

Deuce nodded,”The moment you walk in the door.”

Nick grinned big, “You make me feel so good, D.”

“It's a shame that no one has ever made you feel good before... you deserve it, baby.”

“Maybe I just wouldn't let them.” Nick shrugged, “When you grow up being told you're no good, it’s hard to believe when people try to tell you different, ya know? But with you...I hear it. You make me...feel it.”

“You are so fucking amazing Nick O'Flaherty.” Deuce ran his fingers through Nick’s curls, “And if I ever meet the people that told you that you're not good, I'm going to fucking kick their asses!”

“My pop is pretty tough, D.” Nick said in a teasing voice with a smile. “He's right up there with Earl.”

“Hmm...” Deuce feinted contemplating this fact, “might have to have Ty kick his ass then.”

“Nah, you already did in a way...since falling in love with you, I don't care what he thinks about me anymore. I mean, yeah it would be cool if we had a good relationship, but for the first time ever? If we never do I can live with it. I've done all I can do, I've been a good son, so…” Nick shrugged, “You made me see that.”

Deuce smiled as he kissed him, “Dad is going to completely freak out when he finds out... first Ty and now me? Ma is gonna cry because she's talked about grandkids for years.”  Deuce hugged him close.

“I'm sorry about that.” Nick gently rubbed Deuce’s back, “but I can't be sorry we're together.”

Deuce cuddled against him, “I'm not sorry... not sorry for anything involving us, except for what I've apologized for a million times.”

“The past is the past, yeah? What we have now...what we're going to always have?” Nick stroked his arm, “That's what’s important. As long as we're together we can face anything, or anyone.” Nick hugged him tight and kissed his head.

“All we have to look forward to is our future... together.”

“Yeah...I like that.” Nick agreed with a smile.

“No matter what anyone else thinks of us. It doesn't matter, you know?” Deuce kissed Nick’s cheek then settled his head on Nick’s shoulder.

“Yeah, I feel the same. That's why I told my Gran, and I plan to tell my family and a few people when I get back to Boston...I don't want to hide this. It's too right, and fuck anyone who thinks differently.”
Deuce nodded. “I told my two closest friends and I have a feeling that they've started to spread the word around with our other friends.”

“Have people been acting funny around you?” Nick asked.

“A couple people, yeah...” Deuce answered quietly.

Nick turned his head to look down at him, “In a bad way? Or just like...weird?”

“Just weird... like they keep staring at me...”

”Probably trying to figure out whether you're pitching or catching.” Nick laughed.

Deuce laughed softly, “Wouldn't they like to know?”

Nick smiled, “Are you going to say anything, or just see how it plays out?”

“I'm just gonna see if they ask me about it.” Deuce grinned, “We should go to the bar together.”

The bar?” Nick asked with raised brows, “Like your place since college? The one I picked you up from the other day?”

“Yeah, that one...” Deuce turned his head and rested his chin on Nick’s chest to peer up at him.

Nick looked down at him, “I'd do that, could be fun. If you're sure...”

Deuce grinned at him, “Yeah, we can do that! It'll be fun!”

“Ok, I'd like that actually.” Nick nodded, “Let's watch TV and snuggle a little, then we can get a cheese steak before going?”

“Sounds like a good plan to me.” Deuce agreed and gave him a kiss.

Nick reached back to snag the remote off of the end table and handed it to D as he pulled him closer, snaking his arm behind D’s head to use as a pillow. Deuce turned the TV on and muttered, “Wonder if there is anything good on…”

“Put whatever you want on, I'll watch anything.” Nick informed him, “Plus I have a feeling I might nod off.”

“Ha! There's nothing on!” Deuce said and ended up on a Simpsons repeat.

“Simpsons are always a good choice.” Nick yawned as he played with D's hair and turns his face into it, “Mmmm…”

Deuce laughed, “Can't take my hair home with you!”

“That's why I have to appreciate it now...smells so good...makes me feel all cozy.”

“Mmm,” Deuce grinned and closed his eyes, “If I find my shampoo gone, I'll know what happened!”

“Wouldn't be the same...this has you mixed in.” Nick inhaled.

Deuce laughed softly, “I don't smell that good.”

“Yes, you do...sooo good.” Nick closed his eyes, his nose still in D's hair.

Deuce is highly amused “Uh-huh.”

Nick turned onto his side and draped his other arm across D, snuggling close, “Love you.”

Deuce smiled as turned his head to kiss Nick's temple, “Love you too, even if you are completely insane.”

“See? Another reason we're so good together. I'm insane and you’re a shrink.” Nick sighed happily, “Don't let me sleep too long.”

“No treating the boyfriend.”  Deuce laughed quietly as he snuggled close.

“Mmm...” Nick mumbled, “Already cured me with the aggressive therapy.”

“Nope, think you're going to need a lot more than that.”

“Still need to keep up the maintenance.” Nick agreed, “but I'm so good now.”

Deuce smirked, “Oh yeah, you're good.”

Nick nodded and sighed happily again, nestling down into Deuce and the mattress.

“Mmm don't fall asleep ‘cause I'll fall asleep.” Deuce chastised, though his eyes were getting heavy.
 “M’kay.” Nick mumbles already half asleep.

Deuce let his eyes close as he hugged him close, unaware that they were being watched by a curious kitty.

After the bar Nick and Deuce settled on the couch to watch Chopped on TV, that little orange fur ball on D’s lap. Nick would never admit to Deacon that he was getting pretty attached to the kitten, not yet anyway; he liked to tease D that he wasn’t fond of the little guy. He’d had a good time at the bar meeting Jimmy and Trey. They were both really cool guys, and although there was a bit of playful grilling, Nick had gotten along really well with them.

Nick couldn’t stop glancing over at Deacon now and then, feeling so damn happy. Admitting they loved each other made Nick feel light and buoyant. Now that he’d said and heard the words, he felt like he just wanted to say and hear them over and over again because damn, he felt them so strongly.

They were sitting beside each other, thigh to thigh, and the next time Nick snuck a peak Deacon, D tilted his head and turned his shrink face on Nick.

“Uh oh.” Nick smiled hesitantly, “What did I do?”

“Haven't decided yet...” Deacon answered with a glint in his eye.

“I'm scared you're gonna commit me one day with all the observations you make.” Nick squinted at him. This wasn’t the first time D had turned that look on him, like he knew a secret about you or knew exactly what you were thinking before you did yourself. Of course Ty always did the same thing so maybe it was just a Grady trait, but damn Deacon had a degree to read people’s minds in away. Nick wandered briefly if D kept notes on him somewhere.

“You're dating me.” Deuce smiled, “I think that's committing you worthy.”

“No way.” Nick smiled back, the words making him feel all giddy like the fourteen year old girl this love had apparently turned him into, “Sanest think I ever did.”

“More like the craziest!” D laughed.

“Again, we'll have to agree to disagree.” Nick shrugged. It had become a little saying between them whenever one wanted to out compliment the other.

“We seem to be doing that a lot.” Deacon grinned and laid his head back against the couch.

“At least it's about good things.”

“True…” D nodded in acknowledgment, than passed Winchester over to Nick, “Take care of your child.” He said with a smirk.

Nick purposely stared at Win like he was an alien, “Can't he go play with himself.” He grinned.

“He's too young for that...” D teased, “Now behave!”

“Fine,” Nick looked down at the kitten sitting in his lap looking back up at him, “He's only gonna cry for you in a minute anyway.

“Nah, he likes his daddy Nick.” D chuckled, “You're both gingers!”

Nick smiled, sort of liking that Deacon called him that, that he wanted Nick to be a part of his little family. He picked up Win and held him up in front of his face, looking into those big blue eyes, “I'm training him to be a ninja while you're sleeping.”

D snorted, “He's bright orange and white... good luck!”

Nick smirked, “I’ll order him a black cat suit.”

“Good luck getting him into it.” Deacon reached over and twisted one of Winchester’s ears, “I bought him a cat-shirt out of boredom and he keeps getting it off.”

 “Out of boredom, huh?” Nick raised an eyebrow.

“And it was cute...” Deacon reluctantly admitted.

Nick smiled, setting the kitten on the couch next to him and leaned over to kiss D, “You’re cute.”


Deacon blushed a bit, proving Nick’s theory even more, “You're cuter...”

“Agree to disagree?” Nick smiled.

 “Not this time.” D shook his head.

“Oh?” Nick raises a brow, “You want to fight? I'll wrestle you.”

 “You'll just cheat!”  Deacon laughed.

“Me? Never!” Nick wiggled his fingers in D's side.

Deuce tried to squirm away with a playful look, “Not ticklish.”

“Oh, yeah?” Nick asked, “We're back to that again? I don't mind proving you wrong…”

“You just caught me off guard!” Deacon protested, “Bet you're ticklish.”

“Nope.” Nick shook his head,”Not allowed to be to pass Recon training.” He joked as he slipped his hand under D's shirt, running his hand over the warm skin of D’s stomach.

Deuce moved his fingers over Nick's ribs over his tee shirt, “Oh really?”

Nick grazed one of Deacon’s nipples and licks his lips, “Yup. Ask Ty.”

“Now that is pure evil...” Deacon scoffed, “teasing a sensitive spot and mentioning my brother in the same breath!”

Nick laughed, “Sorry...” he gently touched the raised bud again with the pad of his index finger slowly, “Better...?”

Deacon shudders slightly; “Maybe...” he gave Nick a teasing smirk.

“Yeah?” Nick licked his lips again as he tenderly slid his hand over D's chest than attacked his armpit with wiggly finger.

Deacon let out an adorable little squeak and tried to get away, “Heeeey no fair!” he laughed and tried to retaliate.

“Ok! I'm ticklish too.” Nick said as he deflected the attack, “But only in one spot...”

“This requires research.” D smiled as he tried to tickle Nick’s thigh.

Nick sat still and attempted not to smile, “Close...”

Deuce slid his hand down to tickle Nick’s knee, “Hot or cold?”

“Cold…” Nick’s lips twitched as he tried to hold his face in an impassive expression.

“Damn...” Deacon moved his hand up to tickle Nick’s hip.

“Definitely getting warmer,” Nick said as he splayed his legs open a little.

“If you tell me your cock is ticklish, I'm going to smack you!”

Nick grinned wide.

“Asshole!” D laughed as he smacked Nick’s arm like he’d warned.

“That too actually...” Nick winked.

Deuce trailed his fingers over the bulge in Nicks pants, “Oh really?”

Nick shivered at the attention to his cock, “Yeah. Wanna test the theory?”

“Let me guess,” Deacon pursed his lips, “It's only ticklish if I use my mouth?”

Nick definitely liked the thought of Deacon sucking him off, but D would do that when he was ready, and Nick was completely okay with that, “Mmm, a hand could work...you're fine ass works the best though.” He smiled.

Deuce sat back and started to unbutton his shirt slowly in a seductive way, “Oh really?”

 “Yup.” Nick swallowed. Sweet baby Jesus, Deacon was sexy as hell. He could get Nick hard with just a fucking look.

 D had his shirt half-way undone and stopped to run his fingers over Nick’s clothed chest, “We'll have to see about that one.”

 “Bedroom?” Nick teased with a raised eyebrow and a wink, knowing he was mimicking his words from the night they’d shared their first night.

“You rip this shirt and I'm smacking you...” Deacon warned, but the words acknowledged he was remembering that night as well.

“Well get it off quickly than.” Nick ordered.

“To the bedroom with you.” D said as he stood and continued to unbutton the rest of his shirt, “That was an expensive shirt that you destroyed.”

“Worth it.” Nick smirked and went to stand in front of D, trying to help with the buttons, impatient to get Deacon naked.

“Damn right it was...” Deuce laughed as he swatted Nick’s hands away to do the task himself, “You’ll still be finding buttons for weeks!”

“Hmmm...” Nick eyed the skin that was slowly being revealed to him, “I'll just wash them away with the hose.” He smacked D’s ass, knowing Deacon was just teasing him at this point, “Hurry up! Come on.” Nick ordered as he backed up towards the bedroom.

“Someone is impatient...” Deacon muttered with a smile and turned the TV off before turning toward Nick.

“For you? Always.” Nick acknowledged.

Deuce laughed, “We have all night. No one is going to interrupt!” He said as he followed Nick into the bedroom.

“Never enough time, baby.” Nick winked at him, but it was true. Nick felt like he couldn’t get enough of Deacon, and he knew that the next day was going to fly by and he’d be leaving for Boston the following morning. Unfortunately, it would be here before they knew it.

D sat down on the bed, his expression suddenly serious as if he’d had the same thought, “Come here, Nick.”
Nick slipped his tee shirt off and drops it on floor before standing in front of D. He ran his hands thru D’s thick, silky hair and pulled Deacon’s head back gently so he could see his face.

Deuce smiled lazily up at him, “You gonna kiss me or not?”

Nick looked at him a minute longer, studying his gorgeous face as he ran his thumb over Deacon’s full bottom lip, than leaned down to gently kiss him.

Deuce slid his arms around Nick, pulling him closer, “Mmm I'll never get enough of that.”

Nick sat down and kissed him again, “I'll never get enough of any of you...”

D pulled him even closer, “That makes two of us.” Deacon brought their lips together again for a long, lingering kiss. Nick hummed his agreement as he deepened the kiss.

Deuce finally shrugged out of his shirt and tossed it to the floor, not breaking their mouths apart, as Nick lay down and pulled D on top of him. He spread his legs to give D room to settle in as their tongues moved together when the phone rang.


“Ignore it,” Nick begged.
“Can’t…sorry.” Deacon looked apologetic as he reached for the phone on the night stand and glanced at the screen, “Ty.” He tossed the phone back on the table, “Him, I can ignore.”

Nick smiled as D settled back on top of him and they began to kiss again when the house phone rang. “Jesus Christ,” Deacon grunted. “You know he won’t stop until I answer, I better see what he wants.”

Nick nodded, knowing that was true. Deacon reached over to grab the cordless out of its dock and answered on a sigh, “What’s up, Ty?”

Nick could hear the gravel of his best friend’s voice, but not what he was saying.

“Not yet,” Deacon smirked down at Nick, “But if you would have waited a few more minutes to call I wouldn’t have answered.”

The pitch of the voice on the other end rose.“You asked,” D reminded his brother.

The rumbling on the other line continued and D sighed again as he pushed off of Nick and got up. “Yeah, I have it in my office,” Deacon held up his index finger to Nick silently telling him to give him a minute then headed out the door. “Seriously, Ty, did you really need Aunt Tanya’s number right this minute?” Nick could hear Deacon say to his brother as he made his way down the hall to his office, “It’s after midnight…” his voice trailed off and Nick smiled as he folded his arms behind his head. That was just like Ty, he probably got something set in his mind and he wouldn’t rest until he got the ball rolling. No way he could wait until morning.

“My brother needs help that I’m not qualified to supply.” Deuce said several minutes later as he entered the master bedroom. Nick was standing at the dresser, an idea coming to him while D was away.

 “Let's play camp!” he laughed. He really wanted to give Deacon a good rub down and didn’t want to get the lotion all over the sheets. Besides, massages were better administered on a harder surface.

“What?” Deacon furrowed his brow with a smile.

“Just humor me.” Nick pleaded, “Please? Just for a bit…trust.”

Deacon eyed him wearily for a moment then said, “There are blankets in the closet.” As he sighed with a smirk.

Nick didn’t need telling twice, he went to the closet and pulled down two soft blankets from the top shelf.
“Should we light candles and kill the lights?” Nick asked over his shoulder. He’d never been particularly romantic before, but he’d never felt the urge to be so like he did with Deacon.

D didn’t answer; he just picked up the long lighter and quickly lit the few ivory candles in the room. “Get the blankets settled before I turn the lights off.”

Nick nodded and fanned out the blankets on the carpet before grabbing two pillows from the bed and tosses them at the top. “Good. Now let’s get naked!” He laughed.

Deacon laughed too as he turned the light off and Nick watched as he stripped out of his clothes on the way to the blankets, “You get naked, then.”

Nick quickly removed his own jeans, tossing them to the side, and laid down on the blankets, stretching his arms up to D,”Come here.” Deacon eased down and crawled into Nick’s waiting arms, wrapping his own around Nick and pulling him into a long kiss, “Mmm…” Nick glided his hands down his back to squeeze that fine ass.

Deacon made a little, sexy sound as he pressed back against Nick's hand, “You said something about your ticklish cock and my ass?” He smirked with a seductively raised brow.

Nick bit his bottom lip and grinded up against him, “Yeah, I think you wanted to test that theory.”

Deuce moaned softly and grinded back against Nick, “I think my ass wants to test it out too.”

“Are you sure you’re not too sore from last night?” Nick asked. God, last night had been…intense.

“I’m sore, but I’m good,” Deacon smiled at him, “Just start slow.”

“Okay,” Nick sat up, “Lie on your stomach.”

Deuce shoved a pillow under his head as he rolled over and looked over his shoulder at Nick, “So bossy. I like it.”

Nick smiled, “You're lucky I didn't bring my cuffs.” He got up and grabbed the lotion off of D’s dresser and sat down to straddle Deacon’s hips.

Deuce moaned, and Nick knew it was at the thought of being restrained. D definitely had a kinky side and Nick couldn’t wait to explore it. “We can always get some.” D suggested, making Nick smile. Yup, definite kink.

“Oh, no...” Nick smiled, “One day I'm just gonna wear the whole get up and surprise you.” Oh, yeah, that was going to be fun.  He squirted a good amount of lotion into his hands and rubbed them together than began to massage it into D's shoulders

“Oh fuck, Nicky...” Deuce uttered on an exhale.

Nick alternated between pressing deep with his thumbs into D's shoulders and upper back, and smoothing his hands over the skin to take away the sting. After a few minutes he added more lotion and continued down, “You like that?”

Deacon made a soft sound of approval, “Oh god yes...”

Nick smiled as he massaged lower, concentrating on D’s lower back for awhile then slid down to rub D’s ass cheeks a bit before making his was down Deacon’s good thigh after adding more lotion.

Deuce shifted slightly to look back at him, “You don’t have to do this, baby...”

Nick smiled at him and leaned up for a kiss, “Relax and let me make you feel good.” Nick went back down to settle at Deacon’s feet and bent up his good leg to massage his calf, ankle and foot.

Deuce moaned softly as he lowered his head back to the pillow, “Feels fucking amazing.”

“Good.” Nick rested that leg down and went to D’s bad limb; he added lotion and continued his gentle massage, working from the foot up this time, “I meant what I said. You're everything to me now Deacon.”

“You’re everything to me too, Nicky.” Deuce’s voice was muffled by the pillow.

Nick made his way up the inside of D’s thigh, “It seems too soon, I know that...but when it's time? I'd like to move here, if you'll have me, because you are my life D. I know it seems crazy for me to say that already.” He began to knead Deuce’s ass cheeks slowly.

Deuce moaned, as he griped the blanket tightly,”I do want us to be together all the time, Nick...”

Nick smiled at that,”I really can't get enough of you,” Nick spread his cheeks and rubbed his thumb over D’s hole in a gentle circular motion.

Deuce shifted slightly and spread his legs farther apart as a loud moan slipped out, “Please...”

Nick chuckled, “I didn't even start yet.” He looked down at the tight pink pucker and had an urge he’d never felt before. He’d seen it done in pornos, though he’d never experienced it himself, but figured it couldn’t be much different than going down on a girl and he knew he was skilled at that.

He leaned forward tentatively, not sure how D was going to react, and gently swiped the knot with his tongue. Deacon jumped a little, but otherwise didn’t react. Nick lowered down onto his stomach between D’s legs, resting up on his elbows as he kept Deacon’s cheeks spread. He flattened his tongue and licked the tight muscle again, this time taking his time to drag it across before leaving his tongue there and pulsating it.

“Holy…shit…” Deacon whimpered, “That feels…” but he didn’t finish, he just raised his hips some, moving them in small gyrations against Nick’s mouth. Knowing that Deacon was enjoying it encouraged Nick to continue more aggressively, his own cock hard as a rock from it all. He’d been a little afraid of how it would taste, but it just tasted like the rest of Deacon’s skin, maybe a little stronger, headier, Nick sure as hell wasn’t complaining. He kind of liked it actually.

After more licking and flicking, he narrowed his tongue and pushed in causing Deacon’s moans to increase. He tongue fucked him several times, the muscles at first resistant but then softening rather quickly, before pulling back to slip in a finger. As his finger slid in and out slowly, lubricated by the lotion and Nick’s saliva, Nick added another. He glided them in to the second knuckle and left them there as he licked around the edge of the pliable sphincter. 

“Oh God…” Deacon groaned, “Please…baby...” He pushed his hips back, encouraging Nick’s fingers in deeper, “You're just a fucking tease...”

“Oh, I'm not teasing, I'm gonna deliver.” Nick pushed his fingers in all of the way and watched as he finger fucked him, loving the way his fingers disappeared inside of Deacon.  “Jesus Christ you've got a sweet ass.” Nick maneuvered his other hand under Deacon’s hips to stroke his cock.

Deuce gripped the blankets tighter as he moved his hips, arching into Nick's hand, “Need your cock, Nicky...”

“Mmm...be patient.” Nick scissored his fingers and twists his hand to stroke Deacon’s prostate a few times, releasing D’s cock so he could pump lotion into his hand and slick up his own erection.

Deacon was practically mewling at the attention to his sweet spot, “Fuck, Nick...”

Nick removed his fingers and kneeled between D’s legs; he positioned his cock then very slowly sank into him on a groan as he laid down on top of him.

D shudder and tried to stifle a moan into the pillow as he reached back to touch Nick. “Oh God, Nicky...”

“Fuck, you feel so good.” Nick uttered against the skin of D’s shoulder as he began to thrust slowly. Jesus, going bare back felt incredible. He’d gotten so used to wearing them that he’d forgotten how much sensation condoms stifled. He slid his hands under D's armpits and up the front of his shoulders to hold on as he pumped and applied open mouthed kisses to his neck.

Deacon’s moans were continuous but muffled by the pillow he had his face burrowed in. He was flexing his hips with the rhythm of Nick’s, the blanket under him giving his cock the much needed friction it was weeping for.

Nick trailed his lips to D’s ear and whispered, “Feel okay?” even though he could tell by Deacon’s reactions that it felt more than just okay, he was still worried that D was sore.

Deacon’s voice was muffled when he answered, “Oh fuck yes... feel so fucking good inside me.” He turned his head to the side for a kiss.

Nick obliged with a long, sloppy one as he picks up his thrusts. “Feels so good to be inside of you, you’re so fucking tight...Jesus.” Nick bit D’s shoulder to try to stifle another moan.

Deacon clenched down around him, increasing Nick’s pleasure, as he buried his face in the pillow again and moaned loudly. Nick knew that when he bit Deacon it drove him crazy. “God, Nick...”

Nick licked the bite mark than sucked it as he picked up thrusts, “Fuck yeah…” he uttered and bit down closer to D’s neck as he moaned again.

Deacon arched back to meet the roll of Nick’s pelvis, his fingers gripping the blankets so tightly that his knuckles are white, “Fuck, Nick... feels so fucking amazing!”

“God yeah...so good…” Nick rose up on his knees and pulled D's hips up with him “Fuck, I'm gonna come.” Nick warned, and tossed his head back as he growled and pumped harder.

 Deacon bit the pillow hard as he moaned loudly and he came himself, his muscles clenching tightly around Nick’s cock, pulling him in deeper.

“Fuck Deacon!” Nick panted, than moaned loudly as he rode out his own orgasm. He pumped until the sensation was so sensitive it was almost painful and finally pulled out, watching his come trial out of Deacon. It was fucking hot, yet there was something so intimate about it, almost like leaving a piece of himself behind. Or maybe it was just the primal need to mark his territory, either way Nick really liked the way it looked and felt. He collapsed next to Deacon onto his side, curling an arm under his head as he trailed fingers down D’s back.

Deacon turned his face to look at Nick with a very satisfied smile. Nick smiled in return and brushed the hair back from D's cheek, “Mmm can feel you inside me...” D murmured, “Feels weird... but good weird.” Deuce leaned over for a soft kiss.

Nick kissed him again and pulled him into his arms as he rolled onto his back.

Deuce happily cuddled closer, one hand moving up to play with Nick's hair. “Love you.”

Nick smiled happily, “I'll never get tired of hearing that.”

Deacon pulled Nick closer, “Love,” he kissed Nick’s nose, “Love,” he kissed Nick’s cheek ,“love you Nick O'Flaherty”  he finished with a tender kiss to Nick’s lips before smiling lazily at him.

 “Jesus Deacon, I'm so in love with you.” Nick said with a contented sigh.

Deacon hummed happily and ran the pad of his index finger over Nick’s bottom lip, “And such a talented mouth.” He teased.

Nick chuckled then said, “I think we should get in bed, your legs gonna hurt sleeping on the hard ground. Besides, you know Win is in the middle and we need to move him before he gets too comfortable.”

“Mmm don't wanna move... cat can have the bed!” Deacon laughed.

“I know baby, but I don't want your leg to get stiff.” Nick insisted.

Deuce nuzzled against Nick's neck, “Mmm…I'll survive.”

Nick kissed his forehead then gently dislodges him and stood, pulling D with him. “Come on. You'll thank me in the morning. My shoulder and ribs can't take that shit either.”

“You need to get that surgery, babe.”  Deuce said, sliding his arms around Nick, kissing his bad shoulder.
Nick nudged Winchester over and turned down blanket. “I will.” He settled D in bed and climbed over him to pick up the kitten and set Win on D's chest. He climbed over them and crawled into bed, pulling the blankets over them.

“I'm serious Nick.” Deuce said, petting kitty ears, “Have the surgery here in Philly, let me take care of you.”
Nick turned on his side and leaned up on his elbow “Yeah?”

Deuce smiled at him, “Yeah.”

Nick nodded, “Ok, if you're sure. The recovery is like 4-6 weeks, think you can handle having me here that long without killing me?”

Deuce kissed him, “I'm not going to want to let you leave.”

Nick smiled, “You say that now but I may not want to leave...you may have to kick me out.”

“I would never do that.”

Nick began to pet Winchester nervously, unable to look at D “Maybe we can look at it like...a trial run, kind of?” he asked tentatively as he felt the warmth spread across his cheeks.

“Have I told you how adorable you are when you blush?”  Deuce grinned.

Nick rested his forehead on D’s chest “Stop.”

“Well you are!”  Deuce laughed as he kisses the top of his head, “And I like the idea of it being a trial run.”

Nick lifted his head a little to peer up at him,”I won't be able to get off of work for awhile...with the detective test coming up and all...but” shrugged “by the end of the year. And then...”

Deuce reaches up to rub Nicks shoulder “You've put the surgery off long enough as it is. Take it from someone that knows, putting it off is just going to make things worse.”

“I've gotta think of my career too babe...And six months isn't that long really.”

 ”I know, but...” Deuce trailed off.

“I promise, by the end of December, then maybe six months to a year after that…” Nick shrugged. “I can transfer.”

Deuce pulls him close, resting his head on his chest, sighing softly “It's just...”

“Or...not. Whatever.” Nick cleared his throat and settled down, his cheeks on fire, feeling he’d pushed too far

Deuce shook his head slightly “No, no that's not what I meant, I was just hoping you'd be around sooner rather than later.”

Nick smiled and kissed his chest “Yeah?”

“Yeah...”

Nick raised his head to look at him, “Then I'll see about a transfer sooner...maybe I can just take the detective's test here.”

Deuce smiled as he pulls him into a kiss, speaking against his lips. “Keep the boat.” He added before kissing him again.

“In case I'm in the dog house I'll have somewhere to sleep?”  Nick asked with raised eyebrows.

 “You'll be spending most nights there then.” Deuce teased with a laugh, “I was thinking more of weekend getaways.”

 “No, I wouldn't want to get rid of her. I'll find a slip around here to keep it at.” Nick nodded “Floating vacay.”

Deuce smiled, “I love the idea of our own vacation spot whenever we want it!”

“Mmmm, me too.” Nick settled down and rested his head on D's chest again and cuddled next to him resting a hand on Deuce’s stomach.

“You moving in might be the only way for you to get any sleep!” Deuce teased as he played with Nick’s hair.

“That's true.” Nick closed his eyes, loving the feel of D playing with his hair, “You keep me safe from the boogie man.”

“As long as you protect me from evil dolls.” Deuce closed his eyes with a smile.

“Always, baby.”Nick mumbled sleepily, “I'll kill the little fuckers.”

Deuce snuggled closer, “Mmm, my hero.”

Nick chuckled and turned his head slightly to place a little kiss on Deuce’s chest then settled down again, “Love you.”

 Deuce kissed the top of Nick’s head, “Love you too. Get some sleep, baby.”

“’Mm’ k.”  Nick barely answered, already dozing off.

Deuce snuggled both of his gingers close as he closed his eyes.